Feeling sad since yesterday. Leave has not approved yet. Gonna miss out some fun with my family. The sadness become saddiness today. Sigh........Hope to take a small break for myself. Planning has been made since early of the year. Come out, i am the one cannot join them. Is a big discouraging to me.
An increment make my life become workaholic. Poor maxy neh...growing old so fast and gains nothing right now. Just me and myself. Everyone got increment will feel happier but i opposite. Don seem to feel happier at all. Maybe time has past so fast while i keep on sitting down watching the shooting star pass in front of me. Lack of courage and seems like don bother for things around me now. I become a bit unfeelingness in some part of my life. Other than works and my family, i dont pin for anything now. Really become so SB suddenly. Think i decide to deceive myself a lot. Suit myself to everybody as long they are happy. Happiness seems to be drifter farer and farer.
That kind of feeling make me feel so loss for this moment. What i have promise myself seems to be forgotten for this second. Very bad right? I know what i need but i just cant go back to where i belong.
DONNO...DONNO.....DONNO. Grumble also no use. Pour out my hearts to somebody i trust. That will make me feel better.
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