Where is my vocal cords?

Nice Saturday. Whole family members was at home because we are celebrating my mum's birthday. We had seafood dinner at the restaurant. I like the crab a lot. Come out, i never eat a lot because not much appetitie. Suddenly no sounds coming out from my mouth because my throat inflame. No mood because cant talk as usual. Using body communication only. Everyone is teasing at me.

In the afternoon, drove nephew Justin to McDonald. Workers cant understand what am trying to said. Had to point the picture what exactly food i want to order. Argh.......Does not talk too much because i cant talk clearly at all. Want to talk but people are scared by my voice. Become mute during the weekend. How hard the life is not able to talk? Being as a mute person is not easy to overcome.

Life is really unpredicted. Heard from my sister that gal A and B are going to divorce. Gal A and B is siblings. But this setback never turn them down and they become stronger. I feel sympathy towards them. Behind there's a sad story which i don want to talk about it. Just that i feel what happen to marriage right now? Men and women married because they had promised to love and take care of each other till the end of their life. The situation has changed drastically. Is the men or the women fault? No other solution? The victim is the children. What will happen to their children? Belong to mummy or daddy? I also donno. Sigh.......

I do believe there's still happy marriage. Just like my family and other's people around me. I will still have FAITH towards it. CHERISH is the most important words in my life now. I like this songs a lot, " I DO" from 98 degrees.

mummy birthday 23 September

Happy Birthday Mummy! i like my mum a lot. She is a good mother who care and love us more than herself. She sacrifice her time for her 5 children. Today all of us cant gather together to celebrate with you but we will celebrate with you tomorrow. Hope you will like the jade pendant as your birthday present. How to desribe my mum? No words because is deep inside my heart. I love you.

Recently feeling unwell. Toss around in bed yesterday night because my throat is in pain. Had finished my medicine but still have not recovered. No appetitie to eat my food also. Sigh.....Hopefully my sickness will get better before Monday. May God Bless me. I feel am so blissful when i sick because they are some people who care for me. Is heartening and warming to me. Love you all. I know am very bad and naughty sometimes. Sorry if i say something hurtful and bad.

Busy with my work recently. Burden and stress increase. Have to learn to manage my stress. Or else i will get temperamental easily. Bear in mind wor, maxy. One of my friend's dad has passed away. My condolences to you. She is alone by herself right now. Take care.

Had saw my makeover photo. Am satisfy with it. They are making it into an album. I choose digital outlook. But dont know what is the effect come out from the album. Hopefully is nice.

Coming to end of year 2005. World is changing rapidly. What i shld do in the coming year. My wish never come true this year but still have 3 months to go. Maybe my wish will come true. keke. Anyway, my life is quite steady now. Have to keep up with my hard work. Embrace myself. Jia You!

unexpected and expected things in September

So much things happen recently in my life. Unexpected and expected things. September is a bad mth actually.

I do not how to describe my feelings right now. Cant stop my tears at this moment.

Life full of uncertainties

Long time never meet up my "quai quai" gang in Malaysia. Must find time to meet them up. Or else they think i go missing again. Finally Gal XX able to find her own new world and forget all the misery she has gone through since last year. Anyway, i'm happy for u. As for me, still the same. Hopes and dreams far to reach and is my wishful thinking only. My misery is my past but happiness never fall upon me. Be happy and content with what i have right now. Not much expectation because the more I demand, life will be hard to go on.

Hope each one of us stay happy always. No matter where i am, you all are my best friend who will be there for me when i sad and bad. Haha....Hiang (your birthday present and house warming present still with me + the korean vcd).Opppss.....so sorry about that. Keep on forget return back to you. Hui Ling, my birthday gift for you since January still with me. Think i really quite busy and do not have time to pass you the birthday gift. Bad...bad..bad. As for Lis, you still at China during your birthday, so i never prepare your 2005 birthday gift. Dont worry, u will receive it on 2006. keke. As for myself, I wanna give you all a kiss because i like the present you all give it to me. Hiang, everybody compliments at the belt u gave to me. Lis, the "tian zu" looks very unique.