Browsing Malaya University website

Long time never log in my university website. Just checking out the convocation day for my sister. Is on 9 - 14 August. Good timing cos 9 August is Singapore National's Day and is my off day for that weekend. Think is my long leave again. Quite happy. Just browse thru the website and found out MBA courses for postgraduate. Quite interested. Either full course or evening class. Evening class will be very tedious because morning still have to work. A lot of research and dissertation need to be finished. Where got time. The time schedule is fully packed for this MBA courses if choose full time. If i wanna go for study again, i need to go back to KL there. Possible but think i cant use to it. Study MBA is quite tedious. Is not a bad idea if i go back to study again. But........then i don have money to shop and cant go travelling again. Not possible for me. Hmmmmm............

Things change so much recently. Feel very sianz. Regardless what i have done, the result will still be the same. Just feeling tired to do anything now. I go back to my old self again? Where's my motivation and support? Is time for me to recharge my battery again.

Lis, what i should do? Is the environment change or do i change to worst?

Nokia 3230

Just bought a handphone yesterday. DOn feel like wasting too much money on handphone. So never buy Sony Ericcson. Still ok. Functions roughly same with my Nokia 6670 but have PtT and visual functions. Satifastory. Think my sister will be happy owning a new model. Anyway small children like them like to show off.

anger turn inwards.......depression

Some believe that depression is really anger turned inwards. This might be something i want to seriously consider. How well do i handle anger? Do i express it at the time or bury it? Does it make i feel uncomfortable? Anger doesn't have to be the enemy. It can be an excellent signal that something isn't right for me. I must try viewing it this way and seek out ways to communicate it when it occurs. Stuffing it can only make things worse.

Breaking my own record.....

Long time never break record. Again! Ha. stay awake for almost 2 days . working in the office now. hang over somemore arghh....Most of them still sleeping and maybe having their sweet dreams while i look like a small vampire, jumping here and there. frenz wanna meet me in JB today but i cant make it cos i feeling tired now. i almost 3/4 gone liao. shall take a nap later on.

Coming to another weekend. Wat shall i do? Boring lehz........

my day

today was bad. watever, the day going to be over soon. forget it.

Have something to say:
my manager's daughter younger than me few years. She called Serine. Looks cute and gentle. But is a sad thing to know she is having a nervous breakdown. Today, she came to the office and helping us do some works because my manager does not want his daughter to keep herself in room. Quit her school recently. Somehow feel sad for it. Mumbling to herself all the time and seldom talk to people. She kinda live in her own world. What happen to her actually? Can she be cured? Why they didnt send her to mentality hospital for treatment. Face problem or others? I donno.....

Things are not good always. There are bad times too. well...just need to receive and shower all our kindness and love to our dear one and friends. I may not be the best, but i'll try my best to be the best. very chim right?

Zouk KL

Zouk KL

Zouk is so near to KLCC Tower. Finally know where it is.

crabby.......

think i overeat again. how much i consume this time? chicken wing, grilled squid + shells (my fav), ice kacang, fried yee mee and satay. no wonder, i keep on say i full. shld restrain ha. i m fat ......fat....fat......angel and devil.Please do something.

Lis gonna hit my head cos wanna wake me up. haha.......think i juz being coma for too long liao. haiz.........is my weaknesses in my life. change myself is not easy. the break is kinda too long for me.

my sister keep on asking me the same question recently.....any cutie and sweetie guys around u? ha......a lot ya.....then ask their fren whether got any good guys to intro to me. sia.....think i gonna dig a hole and hide inside liao.

dizzy.Headache.running nose.....weak

Today is Thurday. Still unwell. Yesterday sleep around 10pm++. Think after eating the panadol and will get well this morning. Wake up and find out my head feeling very dizzy. Still have one more day to work.

Lis send me an sms yesterday telling me that she's still enjoying herself in Melbourne and will be coming back this Saturday to Kluang. She say the photo will cost her a bomb. haha. Waiting for your adventurous photo. See you this weekend.She is my close fren who will remember me whenever she go. Hiang also. 3 gals who will go clubbing together.

My planning for my birthday party seems like no news. Haiz.......

KL Update

Well....check it out that July 2, KL is celebrating this festival at Stadium Merdeka. The place will be close down.

Official Launch of Colours of Malaysia Month
Dates : 02 Jul. 2005 Place : Stadium Merdeka, Kuala Lumpur

Hawker Stands and Restaurant Rows
Restaurant Selera Kampung $$1/2Address: PWTC areaDescription: Looking for late night dinner in the PWTC area ? This is the place. Open 24 hours - very cheap and extremly friendly staff.

Sao Nam Restaurant $$1/2Address: 25 Tengkat Tong Shin Description: Looking for something a bit different? Head over to the trendy Sao Nam Restaurant in the Bukit Bintang area for authentic Vietnamese cuisine. The staff couldn't be friendlier and are more than willing to help you navigate the extensive menu. All around a very nice experience.

Jl. Ah Lor $Address: Jalan Ah Lor - Various MarketsDescription: Located just north west of the famous Jalan Bukit Bintang is a wide spread of tantalizing local food. Some of the best Chinese hawker stalls and coffee shops in Kuala Lumpur can be found here. It starts from 7.00pm till late.

Chinatown Night Market $$Address:Corner of Jalan Sultan and Jalan Hang Lekir - Various MarketsDescription: The best Hokkien noodles (black soya sauce noodles) and Bah Kut Teh are commonly sold in many stalls for only a few Ringgit especially along Jalan Raja Laut. Another interesting thing to try is the skewers steamboat, where food is on skewers and you just pay what you use or cook, according to the empty skewers on your table.

Chow Kit Market $ Address: Jalan TAR - Little India - various restaurantsDescription: This is the place you go especially after a night long of partying for all night nasi lemak. Saturday nights are packed with many stalls selling good Indian food along Jalan Tuanku Abdul Rahman (TAR).

Bangsar $$$+Address: Bangsar area - various restaurantsDescription: Similar to Boat Quay in Singapore, Bangsar is a favourite hangout place for expats and wealthy locals for good international cuisine, chic looking restaurants and pubs. Frangipani mentioned above is but one of the many great eateries along this street.

Sri Hatamas $$Address: Sri Hatamas area - various restaurantsDescription: On the outskirts of Kuala Lumpur, this is an upcoming area to hangout with rows and rows of trendy international restaurants from which to choose. However it is slightly quieter than Bangsar as there are not as many pubs and the closing time is slightly earlier. Most of the locals come for food or just to chill out on Saturdays or Sunday nights

Entertainment

Kuala Lumpur (KL) today is a bustling commercial centre by day, and an exciting place for entertainment by night. It could be named Asias next big entertainment and party capital as discerning clubbers from around the region and the world over are hotfooting to KL as their rest and relax location of choice these days.

You would be spoilt for choice as every junction you turn, a clutch of nightspots, each so different from one another, attracts the fickle loyalties of party-goers. No doubt, there is never a dull moment in KL. Whats more, the various races and cultures offer a great base for many festivals and cultural shows.

Dance Clubs
One of the latest additions to the dance club scene is The Backroom KL, which is the home of KLs most outstanding and popular dance scene. Electrifying atmosphere at most times, this place is creeping with life till the wee hours of the morning. Equally famous, Vivid Dance Club is slowly gaining momentum and is also a favourite place to be seen. Beach Club Café on the other hand would be less conspicuous in an idyllic resort setting drawing an already ecstatic crowd with perennially pop tunes. By night, the Hard Rock Café, a usual favourite, is the haunt of an eclectic crowd who are all ready to groove it down to the varied sounds of rock, soul, R&B, funk and blasts from the past.

Bars and Pubs
Some of the best bars and pubs can be found at the newly yuppie suburb of Bangsar Baru, a serious partying ground in bustling KL. Featuring nearly close to 50 entertainment outlets, this is where you would find The Roof, a fancy New Orleans inspired décor, in its three-storey façade with wrought-iron balconies overlooking the busy streets of this famous entertainment haunt. A few steps ahead is the Echo Jazz Bar, easily the hippest bar in Bangsar and is famous for hosting all pre-party events.
Near the Golden Triangle over at Jalan Conlay is the Conlay Club, an exclusive club with KTV rooms, pool tables and a café as well. Other watering holes around the area include The Pub with its local band, Power Play, playing its set of popular hits, while the famous Benson & Hedges Bistro is ever drawing its loyal customers with its great coffee and snacks. For something really funky, try The Monkey Bar where everything is themed around monkeys.

KL holiday mth of july and aug

July
My fren decide to go on July 1 and 2. Well...is my job to book the hotel and plan the itinerary. As for the hotel, i am looking at crystal crown hotel in PJ area. Rate is RM130/nite. If not, choose the one in city area. Still have not confirm yet. Still looking at some other hotels also.

Itinerary
Fri night - arrive my hometown. Think shall book them hotel. Even u all not going to sleep, but still need to bath and refresh yourself. Hey fren, on me ok. I shall bring them around and later go back and sleep. Driving for 3 hrs need more sleeping coz is my responsibility to drive safely.

Sat morning - depart early in the morning to KL. maybe eat something first in my hometown and reach KL, either eat at Chow Kit Street or PJ area. If Chow Kit Street, eat famous fish porridge and others. If eat at PJ area, eat bat kut teh or dim sum. Check in hotel first. After that, start our sightseeing journey. Start from PJ area first, Mid Valley Megamall.....after that One-U in Damansara. Later, maybe go to KLCC, town area or Sunway Piramid in Sunway. One in west and one in east. Hmmmm......see how first. Late afternoon, we shall go to city area. Chee Chiong Kai and Golden Triangle. Distance between this two places is very near but scared jam only. So our main transport shld be bus. Can really hang out that area quite long. See whether they wanna go to Pasar Seni. Look c look c only. Better have our dinner at Chee Chiong Kai coz got more variety. Shall see how is our schedule on that day. This is juz planning. After that, maybe go back hotel for bath and shall adjourn to Bangsar area later. Clubbing and pubbing place. After that, to Zouk. Actually i donno where this Zouk is. Ask Kenneth to bring me there. Donno whether he is free or not.Handsome guy always have a lot of activities lor. Maybe we took a taxi there. Is safer coz all of us will consume liquor drinks. After clubbing, will bring them for supper if can. Mamak stall at SS2 or Tmn Megah. Or Chiew Kit Street there. Depends on our schedule too. Will they sleep? haha

Sun - breakfast.......then go to KLCC and Sunway piramid i think.....orh ya still have KL Tower to go........no Batu Cave pls......think they are not interested also........well.......depends how it goes......go back my place at late evening.......

orh ya....still got kajang satay....klang seafood......well.......depends on our schedule....if we really got many hrs to go......can go to Malacca too. see how ya.


KL trip on August---my sis's convo day + family outing
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Congratulate sis.But a bit pity. Just another 0.04, u can get a first class honour. Well, the time shld be Aug 10 or 11th. Still havent confirm the convó day. This time shall book two hotel room in Crystal Crown also. One for my sis's family and one for my family. Tell my sis. She pay for her own room while i cover for my family's expenses. At least spend in KL for 3 days or 4 days, Depends the convo's date.Shall have 1 day trip in Genting also. Book the First world or Genting's hotel?Havent decide. My sis has get ready the money for the Carnival Sales, at least RM1000. She asking me how much i going to spend this time. Haha. Who knows? Think not too much la. At least Rm1000 too. Think my bro-in-law and my daddy have hard time again. Ha......coz 2 yrs ago.....they experience themselves waiting for us to shop around. Change from Starbucks to McDonald and then to KFC. Think they are totally bored. Well.....since u have 4 pretty daughters........wat to do. hehe.

getting better today..tuesday

finally maxy can hop and run around again. haha. i win the battle fighting with the virus. today still a nice day for me. everything went so smoothly. Thinking all my vessel on rusia, thailand and vietnam, i can have some peace. come out, still the same. i have to keep track their ETA port and their necessaties. make me really headache is Thailand and Vietnam ba. Is really hard for me to find my networks there. well........

Something struck my mind yesterday when reading my books. Just wondering how blissful i am now. shld control my temper really. i wanna have a good temper like my elder sis but still cant. try very hard liao. maxy, shld try harder ok.

A sweet + scary + warm hearted weekend

last week is a wonderful weekend coz all my family members is all around. my bro and sister in-law also join us. total family members = 12 person.count wrongly. have to minus one coz my mummy went for wedding dinner.haha. my mummy wanna join us but too bad.hee....... feel really happy being born in this family.

last sat, just arrive home around 3.30pm and feel my body suddenly is wrong. so weak and jelly. Means i'm sick. Till date, i have been taken 4 panadol. hate eating medicine. wat to do. without tis panadol, all my activities will cancel. reach home and join in my siblings for karaoke. then my mummy ask me to fetch my nephew back. so off i go. bad things happen. i bang the car again. kaoz.........maybe was the the panadol effect. cant see there's a car behind me. luckily the paint went off only. so is a blessing in disguise. now i feel a bit scared to go reverse due to the incident. tell my bro and he say is ok. nvm. think my bro is really a good bro. protect us and never scold us. i really take it for granted. haha

my parents really pamper me. mummy know i like durians so she ask daddy buy durian for me. And also i like to drink soya bean.so mummy purposely go to this market and buy. really feel so touched at that time. i should not be so wilful from now on. suddenly have this urge to bring them to China for holiday. Planning next year to go 2006.

My family say i can drive up to KL. Everything went smoothly. Think my parents know their daughther has finally grown up.

nice sat morning

argh...........my comp hang again and i have to rewrite my blog once more.

wait......wait.....and wait.......another 1 hrs more, i'll be going back to my hometown. My nephew just won 4th place for the baby contest. Congratulate!! Tonite will go and receive the winning prize. What to eat for the dinner tonite? Think......think...think..........As for my supper, wanna take my favourite chicken wing and tou hua......

Yesterday night went to Suntec, Sky Garden for Vietnamese food. I ate Satay fish with rice + chili paste. Is very nice. I like it very much. After the dinner,decide to go back and take a bus 70 to serangoon north and chg to bus 147 near my place there. wow.......sounds so expert right? haha....sharon is just beside me. i just follow where she go. don expect too much from me coz i not driving here.....have ask my bro why he's so familiar with the road in Spore coz he drive around so often here. the bus stop and the landmarks all along the way roughy is similiar. how i know where to alight down. somemore is night time. actually i have been trying very hard to recognize some of the road in Spore but still failed.

Surprisingly on the bus 70, i found a mobile phone Nokia 8250. Decide to return to the owner but i donno how to do it. so i pass it to sharon and let her return to this owner. I can understand the feeling when u lose ur mobile phone. Is so sad. In return, the gal give chocolate to sharon...since sharon don like eating chocolate, so she will pass it to me instead

Reach home around 10pm++. Time for me to clear up and tidy up my room. Do some laundry too. Finish my things and is time for me to sleep. ZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz.........sleep very early yesterday. Having a bad nightmare again.

Love & friendship......

If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices: either tell what you feel and let the love take place or hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions.

It's hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds but when these two worlds collide and become one, that's what you call magic!

Love can never be so beautiful without friendship. One leads to another and the process is irreversible. The best of lovers is the greatest of friends!

I like you because you're my friend, and because you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you. I don't love you because you are my friend, I love you because I do!

Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me happy? To think that I have everything else, I get what I want. Then I realized it was YOU, too bad 'cause it's you i can't have. I can't choose who I'm gonna love, but I also can't just love who chooses to love me.

And you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as I can't blame you for not learning to love me. I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me, so I'll let you go find him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one true love you're looking for was the one who set you free.

"How can I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I ask why I love someone who's love was never mine?"

Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love; we hardly notice the one we're really looking for was just there. You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone else.

Food for thought, think of this:

Have you really cared for someone more than you expected? Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain? Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name?

Will you?

It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride. When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be ahead, the other behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits.

When you love, you must not accept anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but Investing.

If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using. True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...

Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave and you can never go without leaving your prints behind. Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season.

Love them like a river because a river flows forever. Love doesn't have to have a happy ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all.

Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance.

Love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again.

The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall! And fooling around with her feelings like they meant nothing.(This goes for gals as well)

hArdly bReAtHiNg recently.....

why? just cant keep myself in peace. still think........think.........and think......well, i am pessismistic again. i got a lot of blessing fr my family and fren........but still feeling troubled....must really repent. hehe. things so far so good, why think so much?

still planning

KL trip...........so far, they havent come to a conclusion yet. luckily coz just found out yesterday my driving licence has expired since 27 May 2005. shall renew tis weekend.

Birthday party on Coastal sand, pasir ris
Most probably ba. decide on July 9 and 10. havent decide also coz havent book yet. hope will be fun coz is my 1st time celebrating birthday in Spore with all my new fren here.

dilemma...........

how shld i do and what is the best? hmmm......contradicting myself again.

Piss off........

fine day + confusing day + ???????

suddenly so free today, really not used to it. well...just enjoy my honeymoon 1st. who know there's more to come soon.

Have decide to go bank and many things on Sat morning but come out do nothing. Sleeping again. Decide to wake up around 2pm and just nice to prepare myself to go for party later. But come out, have this stranger call me up. I think he knows me more than i know him. At first thou is Jamie's fren and clarify with Amie. But is not. Then who am i talking crap too? Somemore i ask who give u my no. ?????? Somemore he wanna join in my party later. haaaaa........i also donno who he is? weird guy. this guy must be my fren's fren. Well....he is disturbing my sleeping time around 12pm. Duhz.......sleep again.........

My A/C fetch me to CLifford Pier coz i donno the way there. haha.......need ppl to take care of me always. Went onboard for farewell party for MV Trenchsetter. Indeed interesting and fun coz this is 1st time we hold such a party. Nice food and wine on the table. I eat quite a lot. Around 10pm++, we come down from the vessel and we reach Clifford Pier. So wanna meet up Jamie in BalaClava at Suntec. Thinking walking distance from Clifford Pier to Suntec must be very near and my colleague say so. Finally reach Esplanade but cant see MRT at all..???????? blur maxy lost again. Well...so i walk around and look for signboard and come out to the Esplanade again. Last resort, ask the security there and he teach me to take a lift or escalator to B2. He is sotong also. B2 is a carpark and up i go again. B1 is the correct way to MRT link. Finally has reach Suntec. Phew..............somemore have ppl ask me how to get to Esplanade.EHzzzzzzzz........just go straight ba.......???????? Hope wont have any ppl ask me for direction again coz i also donno how to go. Have been in Spore nearly 2 yr and have many tourist asking me for direction. Does my face looks like i very familiar with the place here? Wondering y?

Finally meet up Jamie but something happens. Phew............so wanna go back 1st. End up, amie and me having drinks at coffee club near Suntec there until they close. Reach home and is time for me to sleep.

Suddenly hearing my favourite songs, "Someone like me" ringing. Have a look at my mobile and is time to get up. Orchard Road Shopping. Shop around and buy 1 Braun Buffel wallet. Hmmmmm.......i have bought this brand before for a person and cost me more than SGD 100++. I am very generous indeed.

After few hrs of shopping and eating, is time to go back coz i feel very tired.

Seems like my bro decide to have a family dinner this coming weekend. Hmmm...i working neh......my bro has mature and chg a lot after he married. Well done, bro coz he is just 26 yrs old only this yr. Think guy shld marry young because they will become more mature and have more responsibility. Agree? Majority ba. My bro is indeed a good bro. Give me his car whenever i need it, countless is holiday or weekend.

Dark clouds is finally clear

Maxy finally back to normal. Eventually yes i think. hmmmm...... Well this week will stay in Spore because going up to vessel Trenchsetter for BBQ on Saturday. The vessel is at Clifford Pier right now. So have to go onboard early. Will be fun ha. Thinking of bringing down white and red wine.

Anyone is interested to join me this cruise vacation? hee..........

Crying.........

Yesterday was a bad and saddy day for me. My sis and I quarrel over the phone bcoz she herself cant agree with me over something. Make me upset and cry, throw away my phone. I was angry with what she say and she was too. We just cant talk over calmly. End out, we hang each other call. At that time, i was to furious to think what i shall do and behave. Anyway, she call me back coz she know i'll get very unhappy for that incident. I still cant get over it yet coz it hurt me a lot. I know my sis juz wanna protect me only. Actually is good to talk out what she think coz our relationship is very close anyway. Will make us closer than before coz i know what she is thinking and expect from me. I will try my best to do it. Just give me sometimes.I m sure i can do it.

My parents hate our siblings yelling and quarrelling at each other. But that will make us closer coz we are open to talk out from our mind. At this juncture, my daddy will be the one to supervise and grade us after the arguement. He will just say, "Stop all ur nonsence". Everybody will shut their mouth. My daddy is quite a dictator person. We scared of him actually. Anyway, he is a reasonable and good daddy too. Everyone is free to talk. My daddy regret sending me to this school tat make me more rebellious (from his perspective). I miss out a lot of interesting things during my school times because i just don want them to be so unhappy over my things. My school is a christian school and everyone is so open and acceptive.

After one nite of crying and thinking, is over now. Hmmmmm......