Monday Blue

You know what? I get reprimanded for helping colleague. What kind of world is that?

Luckily, my colleague will ask me not to be sad. Just a word of care will make my days happier.

Sometimes, i find myself cannot suit to everybody. I can see a lot of bad things but why i cannot see a lot of good things. Maybe i does not know how to express myself.

i feel myself drifting apart very far at the ocean.

October 2008

Times past so fast. Is another year again. This year looks like wedding year. Most of my friends are getting married. Wish them happy marriage and faster get a cute baby.

I have a makeover photo recently. Wanna leave myself a memory before reaching 30 years old. By that time, wrinkle can be seen all over my face. How much i can achieve when i reach 30 years old? hmmmmm....

Was talking to babylizard today at msn. I told her money cannot buy happiness. What is happiness? Sometimes, it makes me puzzle also. Was it Love? Friendship? Family? Career?
Each one of us have different happiness. How about me? Pondering................

Is time for me to sleep. Goodnight

Darkness

Is another day again. Suddenly i feel so dark. I donno why everything looks so grey. What should i do? Fantasy land suddenly dissapear. I like to dream since i am young. Reality is cruel.

I'm not a bad person but.............

我怀念的

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁 记得
谁 忘了
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想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁 忘了
我怀念的 是无言感动
我怀念的 是绝对炽热
我怀念的 是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔
孙燕姿-我怀念的
我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假 洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

Happy Day when nothing happen

Vesak Day just over and need to work later.

Human is hard to understand. If i can see through people's mind, i will like to. But God does not want us to see human's evil. Maybe is for our own good. Life already very hard. Why make our life harder? As a cancerian, i donno how to express how i feel. Most important, ppl around me are happy and i will be happy. I'm happy today.

Was watching Mr Goodbye, a korean show for whole day. Still not yet finishd because have 16 episod altogether.

Does anybody remember me right now? hmmmmm......

year 2005 and year 2008

Left picture was how i look in year 2005. After 3 years, this is how i look-right picture. Any comment?

I think i look mature cos i already XX years. Times past so fast. Was just browsing through some picture took in year 2005. Find a lot of sweet memories and moments which i treasure.

Hope i can still work hard this year. Smile always and dont keep anything inside my heart. I hope i can be a better girl in coming year. Love my family and dearest.

Mandy - Beloved
beloved, let us love one another; for love is God; and every one that loveth is born of God, and knoweth of God. This is name explanation by 1 John 4:7

Everthing not right

Recently, nothing come outs right. Feeling so tired today. But i have to push myself to walk or i will fall down badly. I prefer lying down doing nothing.

Argh...................................................................

My Family

I'm like a little princess in my world since kid. Being pampered by everybody until today. I realize not everything i must have. Whenever i see my family, i'm so happy because i know they love me. My elder sister nice and good cos she give me everything i like if she can afford, my eldest younger sister fully understand and support me whenever i'm sad. Nothing to regret my whole life to have them as my siblings.

My dear frens, love u all so much also. Miss the school days suddenly. If i have nothing to worry and burden, maybe will go back to school again. Will I? I cant answer this question yet. hhhmmmm........