mAKEOVEr PhOtO finally is out!

Finally the photo is ready to see. Too bad, next week then i can able to choose my photo. Not much expectation. Just hoping it will look better than 4 years ago. Ha ha. Look slimmer......not possible. Look prettier.....don hope.....sigh. Anyway, just to have a look at how i look after 5 years of transformation from a small girl to a lady right now. 5 years since to be a long time and i have past my time in my hometown. Not much happening during this time but i have a great time with my friends. If the photo is nice, i will let all my friends see. If not, too bad. It will become my collection photo. wahahaha.........

Surrounding looks a bit quiet and chao recently. Hopefully will be fine after this month. September shall be a new start again because is my 2nd year in this company. This few days, busy dealing with people and vessel. Just completed analysing my VHF marine transceiver ICOM model: IC-V8. Shall take a rest now because this transceiver make me headache for few hours. Finally, able to solve the problem. *grin*.

Stairway to Heaven

This is my favourite Korean show right now. Is an unforgettable love stories. Seems like i still live in my wonderland. But the ending is a tragedic ending. Please prepare yourself with a box of tissue paper. ha~ha~ha :)

Song-ju is the only son of a wealthy family. Jung-suh is Song-ju?s childhood friend, and they were there for each other when one of their respective parents passed away. They spent a lot time together, playing, and sharing their inner most thoughts. When Jung-suh?s father re-married Tae Mira, Mira brought her children Tae-haw and Yuri from her previous marriage. That marked the end of Jung-suh?s happy days. Yuri was jealous of the privileged life that Jung-suh led, and vowed to take everything away from Jung-suh, including Song-ju. When Song-ju left for his studies in the U.S., he gave Jung-suh a necklace as a gift of his love.

On Tae-hwa?s birthday, Jung-suh gave him a birthday present. Tae-hwa mistook Jung-suh?s kindness as love, and he fell head over heels in love with her. Jung-suh never accepted Tae-hwa as her heart is with Song-ju, but Tae-hwa became Jung-suh?s soulmate after Song-ju left as she weathers life under the tyranny of Mira and Yuri.

Song-ju returns 3 years later from his studies and calls Jung-suh to meet him. Yuri runs Jung-suh down with her car in a mad bid to stop Jung-suh from her rendezvous with Song-ju. In her state of panic, Yuri sends a bloodied Jung-suh to her own father?s place. Tae-hwa tracks Jung-suh down and takes care for her. Jung-suh survives the accident but forgets everything about the past. Tae-hwa decides to start life afresh with Jung-suh by giving her a new identity as Kim Ji-suh.

Song-ju thinks Jung-suh has died, and is heartbroken. He returns 5 years later with Yuri from the US. He can?t forget Jung-suh, but feels obligated to Yuri, who?s stayed with him for the past few years. He agrees to his mother's arrangement to marry Yuri.

On their engagement day, Song-ju sees Kim Ji-suh on the carousel and runs madly after her, only to realize that the person with the same face as Jung-suh has no memory or collection of her identity as Han Jung-suh, or of him Cha Song-ju. Kim Ji Suh is a fashion designer and is in a relationship with Tae-hwa.

Song-ju goes on a mission to prove that Kim Ji Suh is Han Jung-suh. Ji Suh is confused by Song-ju?s action, but she is also touched by his actions for Jung-suh.

Jung-suh finally remembers the past and is angry at Tae-hwa for what he did. But she is torn as she is still emotionally attached to Tae-hwa, and is touched by the care and love that he has showered her all that time when Song-ju was not there. Song-ju is also torn as he is to be engaged to Yuri, and his family?s reputation is at stake if he does not follow as planned.

Song-ju decides to give up his family business and goes against his mother?s wishes to be with Jung-suh. But Jung-suh knows that one of Song-ju?s aspirations is to expand and scale his family?s corporation to greater heights. She asks Song-ju to go back, and promises to wait for him.

Unfortunately, Jung-suh finds out that she has cancer of the eye. She decides to leave Song-ju, and she takes refuge with Tae-hwa. Song-ju is tipped off by Tae-hwa, and both men beg Jung-suh to seek treatment and fight to live despite the devastating odds. Jung-suh eventually agrees. She has a successful treatment but she continues to be in danger should the cancer cells move to another major organ.

Song-ju invites all to his wedding, without announcing who the bride will be. Tae-hwa brings a blind Jung-suh to the wedding, much to the surprise of Mira and Yuri. At the same occasion, Tae-hwa breaks the news to all about the accident and both Yuri and Mira are taken away. Jung-suh changes her mind, and says ?Yes? at the altar.

Tae-hwa sees Jung-suh happily married, but is sad that she is not able to see the world anymore. He decides to donate his cornea to her but the doctors refuse to perform the operation and tell him that they don?t remove corneas for implants from a living person. Tae-hwa commits suicide in a car accident to leave his cornea for Jung-suh. Jung-suh regains her eye sight and tells Song-ju her desire to live.

Unfortunately Jung-suh?s cancer cells have moved to her brain and she is dying?..

Life........complicated

Few days more, is going to be 1 year i work in this company. So far so good. Still have a lot to learn. I enjoy working in this industy. Is fun and thrill because everyday I learn so many new spare parts. Through out my working life in this company, I learn a lot of things from my manager and supplier. They think maturely and perhaps can say they have see things more than me. Is indeed a blessing to me that i have widen my knowledge and see things clearly. All works and play make Jack a dull boy. wa~ha~ha. Luckily i not Jack cos i am Maxy.

The path of growing up is tedious and challenging. No one will know their future and outcome. Same for me. But they always an opportunity there.

Yesterday watch a Korean love series. Another bad ending again. Haiz......Going to dry out my tears again.

A Boring Day for maXy

Few days ago i went to the Yatch Sailing Club at Changi for lunch. Indeed a nice place. We are having an Oriental food there. Food we order are deer meat, steam fish, boiled prawn and bean sprouts with salted fish. I like the boiled prawn, very nice ya.

Yesterday took 1/2 day leave and settle my own things. hmmm......very boring walking around. Walk.....walk....and walk.....still alone. Iddling around with no direction. So just shopping around at Bugis Junction. Day without working is boring to me. DOnno wat to do anyway. Just wondering, how nice is it if got my frens accompany yesterday? Haiz......

COnvocation Day on 10 Aug 2005 at UM, KL

Finally my sister has graduated with a Degree in Business Administration. My parents are very happy with it. Both of their daughter has graduated from the best U in Malaysia. Behind is the ceremony hall which has fire 3 years ago. The renovation completed on 2003 and there was the time i holding my ceremony there after the big renovation. Think my sister is very happy. See his face and my daddy's face too :)






This is the photo we took at the studio taken by my brother. Hope 4 of us are always that close including my brother too.

Bck from SMALL Holiday - KL & Genting

Indeed a great trip. Too bad KL has a terrible haze. The PSI has reach 500 and it means hazardous. WOW......suffocating and most probably can smelt the burning smoke at all the open area in KL. WOrst is your eyes feeling blur and watery, not able to breath very well and feeling very tired. Come out, mAxy having a sore throat too.

This time the Carnival Sales in KL was not that great compare few years ago. DONNO WHY esp my favourite Vincci Shop does not have 50%-70% shoes at all. Even have, not suitable for me at all. Luckily got this alternative shop namely Nose. Able to buy 3 pairs of shoes. Total shoes i bought is 7 pairs. Keke. Think someone think i quite scary. Besides that, i bought a lot office working clothes. Able to bough a clubbing clothes, my favourite 3/4 khakis and long khakis. My satisfaction was high because this is the first time i use my earn money to buy whatever i want and no need get from my parents.

This trip, my family is with me also because actually our main purpose is attending our 1st younger sister convocation in University Malaya. Not able to take a shot with my siblings this time. Feel a little bit "pai seh". We shall take a photo at the studio this weekend. Hope all of us will look very nice inside the photo. :)

Long time never been to Genting Highlands. First World Hotel has more shop to browse. Even though the room rate is cheap but the food there is very expensive. NO Choice, a lot of people still having their holiday there. The weather there is cool and relaxing most importanly. Look upon going to Cameron Highlands cos never been there before.

A memorable trip for Maxy from 9th August to 11th August 2005.

Maxy BIRTHDAY CHARACTERISTICS

July 10 - 15 ~ Dog
If you are a Dog: A very loyal and sweet person.Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends,all of them being quality-personified.

Mmm....is true also de.

sad....sad.....saddiness

Feeling sad since yesterday. Leave has not approved yet. Gonna miss out some fun with my family. The sadness become saddiness today. Sigh........Hope to take a small break for myself. Planning has been made since early of the year. Come out, i am the one cannot join them. Is a big discouraging to me.

An increment make my life become workaholic. Poor maxy neh...growing old so fast and gains nothing right now. Just me and myself. Everyone got increment will feel happier but i opposite. Don seem to feel happier at all. Maybe time has past so fast while i keep on sitting down watching the shooting star pass in front of me. Lack of courage and seems like don bother for things around me now. I become a bit unfeelingness in some part of my life. Other than works and my family, i dont pin for anything now. Really become so SB suddenly. Think i decide to deceive myself a lot. Suit myself to everybody as long they are happy. Happiness seems to be drifter farer and farer.

That kind of feeling make me feel so loss for this moment. What i have promise myself seems to be forgotten for this second. Very bad right? I know what i need but i just cant go back to where i belong.

DONNO...DONNO.....DONNO. Grumble also no use. Pour out my hearts to somebody i trust. That will make me feel better.

Unwanted maxy.......

Nothing much happen again. Life so-so. Still keeps going on. Seems like someone say i looks very desperate. ISnt so? Well..i donno whether is truth or not. Mebbe is true ba or maybe not. No answer from me because i cant give an definite answer also. Unwanted maxy.....somehow someone teach me to put like this unwanted heart. See whether got any ppl response me or not. Hmmm....got ppl response indeed. Since when i feel like that? Because i getting old liao. =( Maxy, think too much again ba.

How was my career? Well...is indeed a good start for me from this year onwards. I'll learn as much as i can because i don wan myself to waste 3 yrs effort in getting a degree for nothing. At least, got people appreciate my intelligent. Wanna groom me to be a good tech adminstrator. Sure, i'll try my best. My job is indeed challenging enough for me to explore something that i never get in touch before.

Yesterday i met an aunty age 50 yrs old. She told me that she is happy even though she is not married and without any children. I reply her that i still SA even thou igoing to 30+++ few yrs later. She told me that women who never get married will become spinster. I reply her that is not true for anyone ba. Later she ask me another question again. Will i get sad when one of family members die? Definitely lah. But she say she wont. Meet another weirdo again. Better ciao faster after buying my dessert de. Donno how i should reply her liao? I wont become so bad like her ba when i go old. Another weirdo in this world...........DONNO