A day before Good Fri

Recently my mood quite bad due to my upcoming job that i have to handle before May.I must learn to control my temper too. Don wan ppl called me "CHIA". Luckily, i have nice colleague that can help me all along the way.

Thks to all my fren tat support me and share my sadness esp Lis and Hiang. Esp Lis, we are enemy when we are in primary school. Donno why, we can become close fren ya.Life is really hard to tell.

I have stay in Singapore roughly one and 1/2 years,life here quite bad.. I having a hard time here anyway . Really miss my fren there. Whenever i bored, there's someone to be there for me. We (our fren and I) belong to same group. Is really nice to know them for more than 10 years++.I think we wont lost in touch forever coz we appreciate our friendship a lot

Thansk God for blessing me a happy family too.No regret wor. I love them a lot and we are close to each other. Sometimes i cant control my temper, so juz have to say sorry to u all. Make my dream come true soon.

A niceweekend back in Msia!

My decision going back to hometown is rite!Juz don wan to feel lonely here. On Sat, i still working.So reached home around 5.30pm. Tat's a bit late liao. After i reach home, go out for some walk with my nephew, so to get close with them coz i see them twice a mth.

After bath, have dinner v my family but never eat much. Juz have 2 big bowl of soup.After dinner, went out with my mummy & sister for shopping. Suddenly, one of my fren give me a call and we talk for more than 1 hour. Wow, is really quite amazing coz is a guy tat i never contact for so many years. Maybe he feel bored,wanna find a gals to talk .So juz talk with him.

After the shopping, went out to drink tea with Lis & Hiang. We chat until 2am. Then i fetch them back. On my way back, something happen to my car. My car tyre has been stick by black tar. I never realize it. So when i driving, my car keep on shake. So i stop my car. Call my bro but unable to contact him. No choice but to call my daddy. My daddy give me a small scolding liao. Is expected lor coz wake him up early in the morning.

Later arrive home, i watch my disc named "Resident Evil" Part 2. Is very nice. Watch until 5am. No power anymore, so decided to sleep in my nice room with my new aircon. Luckily, my mummy cancel the appointment for the breakfast with my sis. coz she saw us still sleeping. Wake up around 11am plus. Then do my things and go out to buy something.

Near to 5pm, is time for me to catch 5pm bus back to Spore. When i arrive Spore, get a call from my Colleague and found out four of us strike 4D le. The number is 5..... (i also not very sure). Total winnings is SGD1250. Wow, is a big sum to me. Later, jio Ea & Jamie for coffee at bliss. After coffee time, magdeline & eugene suggest to go for K. Actually very tired, but still join in lor.

Around 3am+++++, reach home and sleep immediately. Now my colleague going out to collects our winning. So now waiting fot tat money ya. hahahahaha............... :) @"o"@

another alt Satuday again!

life seems to be moving so fast. tis week, i will have to stay in spore again.looks like i really cant get to use with my life here yet. i miss my own room and my new air-con i juz bought last week. tis few days, i don feel like going out anywhere even thou ppl invite me to go out for fun. juz no mood lor. wat i have been doing last weekend in my hometown.

nothing much actually but i slept a lot. that's why, my mummy ask me what happening to me in Singapore. why suddenly feel so tired.coz i watch my disc "Love In Agensea" Vol II. finally i able to finish it.the ending is a sad stories again. i cry but not too loud bcoz i watch at my fren's hse.

the ending is enqi died in the end and his heart has been donate to Han Xiang. Xiao tong live alone and love enqi forever. nowadays, all the show have sad ending bcoz they want to capture the heart of the spectators and leave a good memory for the spectators. watever it is,happy life and sad life always happen in our life.


come back to my last weekend, i been feeding myself with alot of food. yummy! yummy! after eating, went to take a nap again. i really gain 3kg weight. my weight now is ........... (secret) so sad .=( tis week muz go swimming liao.

something bad keep on bothering me. durr........ tat's why i never liked staying in spore lor. coz no one sharing my sorrow and sadness. maybe i decide to go back tmrw coz life here damn bored. nothing to do. is not tat i don like shopping m watch tv. mainly no fren and my family accompany here lor. seems i really lonely here. too bad. i choose a long path at the first place. is very hard for me to go back now since i have come to 1/2 way liao.give myself a little bit time.

actually God treat me not bad at all. juz that i don feel satisfy with my situation now. maybe i demand too much.

Are you a good girl/boyfriend?

good but a little obsessive
Your a stalkerish mom kind of girl/boy friend who always wants to know who there with and why. Constantly calling. Always wanting to be together. Jealose of their best friend. Gets mad when finding out when someone else is on their b/f or g/f's mind

mY wOnDeRLaNd

Hong Kong Disneyland - my wonderland

Is been my wish to go for Disneyland. Hong Kong is the fisrt Asian countries, built a DIsneyland. Wow, the scenery very nice. My sis would like the place also because she juz come back fr Hong Kong for travelling. She went to the Underwater World and is really amazing inside compare to Singapore Underwater world. =p

Rite now, muz have a planning, so tat my wish to go to Hong Kong Disneyland will come true ya. Think of bringing my parents there.

I never have a chance to go oversea for travelling yet. Maybe Hong Kong Disneyland wont be my first place to visit.. Wait till i save some money to go there for shopping also because things in Hong Kong very expensive le.

Prince n princess 

8 Feb 2005

New Year 2005

Inside the photo is Hui Ling, Ah Qing, Wai Fong & Me Ya. Our looks never chg much but we are prettier than before. Wow, so thick skinned. Not malu at all. keke

Hui ling is a teacher, Ah qing & wai fong work as admin job while i as purchaser in Singapore. All of them in Kluang. Seems like, all my fren don like Singapore. Make me so lonely here always.New year muz have new resolution.

Wat is my new resolution? Havent think of it yet because i still working in Singapore. My planning is buy a house back in my hometown, so my place got a bigger space for all my nephew to play.Well, hope my planning will come true ya.

As for myself, hope can find a good partner tat can go through with me sadness & happiness all my life.Dreamz too much. Muz concentrate on my job 1st. Earn more money, let my parents go for travelling esp China.

Love In Agendsea Vol 2

Till now, i have not finish my dics yet. Is a bit slow ya. Wat to do. DOes not own a vcd player? Haiz

How's the story coming on? Well, is a bit slow and sad. Sometimes, when the person doesnt love u anymore, u will seek for revenge. As for me, i thou of it before. After a while, i find seeking revenge to the person tat hurt u badly, wont cure ur heart also. God has eyes to see.

As for the main actress, Xiao Tong, she's still waiting for EN Qi to come back to him and he really did. Is really romantic. But tis thing, wont happen in our life now because life are so complicated . Guys will go for others gals, rite?Donno!

Before En QI come back to her, she is very close with Han Xiang, one of his admirer or can say a companion for the trip to Mediterranean Sea. Han Xiang is really a good guy but they are not so compatible. There are some words tat Xiao Tong said to Han Xiang tat make me really touch and i really cry. She said' " When i old and without a partner, we will live together until we die, provided u r still single. Either i see u die first or u see me die first. Is really touching!

Love is something that cant be rushed. If you are predestined with somebody, it will come sooner or later. It juz happen just like tat. Love inside the movie n show mostly are deceiving. Is true! Sometimes, have to look aback lor!

Why Are You Still Single?

you're single because you don't want to commit

Once the blush of first love wears off with your partners, do you get a little antsy? You probably crave excitement in all realms of your life, and you need a relationship to keep you filled with possibilities. Let us guess: Someone has probably told you that you haven't quite grown up yet, that you're still holding out for the perfect "whatevers" (job, car, home, date) in your life to come a knockin'. Or perhaps you're just having a difficult time accepting that your comfortable little place in this world is always growing, always evolving — and that means you have to be willing to accept big life changes, too. Not that there's anything wrong with that. After all, you're probably a lot of fun to be around and may be the life of the party.But when it comes to settling down, you leave without looking back twice. Now's the time to ask yourself: Why? What's holding you back? Maybe you don't want someone to get to know you fully? Perhaps by saying "yes" to someone, you're afraid you'll lose yourself, or the possibility of something better coming along. Just remember that the best relationships are those that never stop growing. That's something you can identify with, right? So keep that in mind next time you find someone you're really comfortable with. You never know, it may prove even more exciting once you really get to know each other, teensy flaws and all.

What Kind of Friend Are You?

No one ever accused you of not having a soft side. And that's why friends flock to your sympathetic ear and well-thought-out advice. You are tuned in to the world around you, and you are always looking for ways to bring people together and enjoy each other's company. While some people might have one or two close friends, you like to spread your wings and socialize with any number of people. You are open-hearted and free-spirited, making it easy for you to find common ground with anyone you meet. Keep up the good work — everyone could use a friend like you.

the best Zodiac Match for my personality is Aquarius

Aquarius, the Water Bearer (January 21 to February 19): This friendly and thoughtful partner is just your type. Initially, an Aquarius may catch your attention by showing you their intellectual side and optimistic outlook. But as you get to know them better, you're likely to be even more drawn to an Aquarian's idealistic resolve and focus on making positive change. People born under this sign are frequently capable of seeing both sides in any dispute. This can make them quite talented when it comes to finding creative solutions in your relationship. Your Aquarius may be a bit headstrong at moments, but they'll also tend to look for the bright side in times of trouble. In the bedroom, you'll likely find the Water Bearer both discrete and cautious. An Aquarian will ordinarily make sure that all areas of your relationship are strong before plunging into sex. Overall, Aquarians are solid, unwavering partners and complex people. So, it may take you a little extra time to get to know your Aquarian match, but it's apt to be well worth the wait.

Is it true? Hahaha. Is juz a test ya! But no harm trying!

Monday 7th March 2005

Past my weekend on hometown. Celebrate my father's bday advanced bcoz all of us are in. Actual date on 16/03/05. But somehow, we regret going to tat stupid restaurant bcoz the food there is awful. Eat until i want to vomit. So, all of us decided to go to our usual place next time onwards. Today, is my sister, Ah bI having his first day exam for her last semester. All the best to her. She is a brilliant gals. No need to worry.

As for me, having a tiring weekend coz really sleep not enough. Until my sis ask me to go to sleep at my own bed, i also never realize. Tis is really amazing. I donno wat i am doing . i think first in my lifetime. I ask my sis how i go back to my own bed, she claims tat i roll. hehe.

Well, all my nephew are very naughty. Wat to do. They are still very small. Need my mum to take care of them . My sis and siblings also having a headache liao.I don have so much time n patience to take care of them coz i quite tired. During my dinner at the restaurant, my god little bro, age 6 years old, ask me to peel off the prawns for him but i scold him back, Saying peel off urself. After tat, i realize i wrong coz i never think before i say. maybe i too tired. it is my fault. will peel off for you next time.sorry

Well, tis time i go back, i have a good talking with my elder sis. about my future. then she ask me when going to have bf. i also donno coz right now, no guys chasing me. so i wonder, wat's wrong with me. i reply, fate will decide. worst come to the worst, alone and lonely always. tat's my life now.

Love at the Die Sea Vol.1 ended

Juz finish the Taiwanese show yesterday nite at ab 5am. But able to finish the vol 1, got 20 disc. Still have Vol 2 to continue, also 20 dics. Wow, i really make myself crazy le. never sleep the whole day n straight away go to work. my eyes wanna close liao means i feel sleepy.

After my show, went for my breakfast. Eat toast bread n 1/2 cooked egg & also a cup of coffee. will continue my disc next week again coz tis weekend i don have time to watcg it. my schedule fully occupied.

today is Ah Qing's bday. havent buy any present yet?wanna walk around the shopping mall to seacrh for her present but seems like i am very tired. so how i am going to face them tmrw.try my best ha. later still have course to attend. think my body cant make it. so maybe will delayed my present to u. sorry ha!

2nd March 2005

My colleague say my character are too pessismictic after a small discussion with them juz know. As a Cancerian, i think is more to protect myself only. So my dear Cancerian fren, do u agree v me?

Tis week, going to celebrate my daddy's birthday and Qing's birthday. But somehow, can go back on Sat afternoon coz need to work. SO a bit sianz liao. Wat to do. My colleague need to do something tis Sat.So juz give in.

Tis few days really bz v my work(a lot of things to search). My experience as a Purchaser still not enough. SO muz learn harder.

Yesterday juz have my dinner near Raffles Place. Arrive at Mrt, sotong again coz donno which exit to come out. So call my fren. Luckily come out at the right exit n reach Caltex Hse.My fren took me to a hawker centre nearby called Golden Shoe and we order $2.30 nasi lemak. Is a delicious nasi lemak coz the sambal is hot enough n not sweetie ha.But i realize, tis owner put a lot of msg coz i feel very thirsty after a while.

later, we have a chat near the clarke quay. we have a good chat. later on, we go back. but we make a bet. donno who will win or lose within tis 3 mth. haha :). u gonna lose ha. prepare to treat me a nice dinner

Fresh Air for me!

I need some fresh air again. Y same thing keep on happening to me. I also donno.Maybe i too simple, so everybody can bully me. No matter how strong i am, i m the simple person. Seems like being bullying by ppl again. wat can i do to make myself not being bully again. so ppl always say i don accept things, but when i coming to accept,things come out very bad. haiz. is a big dissappointment to me. life really unexpected. since like, after i come to Spore to work, i not as stubborn & willfull anu=ymore. i treasure my frens a lot. i never going to hurt my fren coz they will be there for me when i sad & helpless.

i Seems to lack some luck in finding a good partner who really love me and take care of me. something is wrong ha. wat happen to me actually. let the God decide for me.i too simple minded ha.

things i search never come but things i never search,are coming back to me.

muz go back tis weekend or not i going to explode liao. need a Good fresh air.will go for a celebrate my good fren birthday's party. will be wonderful coz we are close to each other.gals talk again.