Wonderful week......Is nice to remember :)

Today will be the day I fly off to Bangkok for holiday. Feeling a bit excited liao. Still in my office. Hoping the dry-docking of MV TS in Pan-United will be smooth coz tmrw i will not be around anymore.

Just come back from my hometown last Sunday. Few close fren and I went to this place called La Cafe. Have a nice talk. After that, wait for Lis to join us. We went for mamak stall and eat prata. I called tis mamak stall killer stall because there was time a man being killed at this mamak stall. I ate roti telur + teh ais. Lis order roti tisu milo. Yummie......very nice indeed. Chat until 1am++ and go back because i am not driving on that day. Ah Qing is driving and cant go back too late. So we just set off.

During the supper time, i found out something. We all come from same primary school, Convent Sch and we chat a lot of our past (during our school day). Is really memorable. Count to it, we have known each other for more than 16 years since Pri 1 until now. Is very long right? But is very sad to found out something. Hope is not true ya.

Quite tired suddenly. Blog again. Cheers!

Mth of April is the evil mth of me

Yesterday my tenant just tell me that they are going to move to 6th floor on the end of this mth. Flip through my calendar again..........find out where i got time to move my things bcoz i going for a holiday and will come back on 1st of May. Suddenly, feel like everything is happening at the end of the mth. At the same time, think of who can help me to carry my tv too. Hmmmmmm.............Anyone can help me? The one who offer to help me is Jamie only. pATHETIC RIGHT? :(

Tmrw going back to Msia and will have a bz weekend too. I only leave with two days for this mth. Tonite must start packing all my things ya. No need sleep i think and wait until is time for me to catch the 1st bus 5.45am in Hougang Bus Interchange. Just bluff only. No matter what, must sleep also because i am not a Super Gal ya. 1 hr sleep i also feel satisy.

A sleepless Night..........poor little fleshy gal

Poor Gal! Feel very tired and exhausted yesterday and decide to sleep early, around 11pm+++ (after the show at Channel U). Come out, wake up at 4am in the morning.DUh........Feeling bit dizzy and restless! Wanna go back to sleep and not able to. So keep on watching at the clock & the wall. Hoping the time move faster a bit. Never experience sleepless night for a long time. Haiz.....

Watch Fate Twisters yesterday. Is very touching. Make me cry again. Somehow, it make me so touch because.............i remember my past for a while. Quite memorable to me. :)

Samaritan arrive just in time..yeppie

Blissful Gan......from small until now, there is always a strength helping me to overcome my dfficulties and trouble. It seems to be true......

Feeling of panick and stress have gone because i meet my Samaritan.......Thanks GoD.....

Well........get back to my work now......... :)

Panick .......stresss........

Flip throught my calendar and find out that i running out of time. All the spares are not able to arrive in Singapore as per schedule. Fabrication need 10 days but i only leave 7 days. This kind of feeling never aroused me for a long time. When i was having Corporate Finance paper during my U time, tis was the kind of feeling i get. Trembling and perspiring. But who knows miracle may happen to me because i have Samaritan around me. keke.

Yesterday having dinner with Jamie, Kazae & Sharon. We ate "sia mian" in Kovan Hawker Centre. Taste not nice. After dinner, we went to Bliss in Punggol Park for coffee. Decide to drink red wine but change to drink ice honey lemon. Chat.....chat.....chit......until 11pm++. Is time for us to go back lor.

Arrive at home and never sleep straight away. Do some research for my work. Seems like marine offshore is constantly moving in fast pace. Rolls Royce is having a competitive challenge from other marine development. They jusy create a design UT37 for Asian countries because there is not much turbulence in high sea. Wow......seen like i very interested in this line now. No regret joining this line ya. Really hope i can be able to learn all the technical parts and no one can bully me again. Must really study engineering book now. Haha. Not tat bad also. My manager ask me whether i regret choosing art stream and not engineering stream? HHHmmmmmmmmm.....let me think! Nope.

Challenge is ahead for me but recently something keep on bothering me. Cancerian gal like me always seems to be trouble. DUh.......Wanna act blur but donno how to! I don like myself wearing under the mask . Life twist!!

Mondaye.........blue.......

is raininng now.hua la la rite tat. still in the office doing my work. My mgr came back from Vietnam last Sat and is a relieved to me. The pressure i having last week decrease eventually. Luckily he come back. If not, i really gone mad. Tomorrow, MV Rev is going to Thailand for 3 mth job. and then turn to MV Trinity Supportter. MV TS on-hire on 27th and is the day i go for my Bangkok holiday. Hope everything will be allright when i am not around. Quite worried ya. Think i quite workhaholic now. Seems to be. Is a good sign or a bad sign? Sia.........

This morning receive a news from Admin Dept and it struck me like lightning. One of my colleague is leaving end of this mth. Very shock and surprised i am. Feel a little bit sad. There is some misunderstanding between my Account Manager and the Secretary. I know the whole story and i cant do anything to help them to reconcile. Maybe i m the youngest here. So better don talk too much. My A/C mgr is such a nice man. Life is like that. There's no reason. I always belive that. No matter what, life still keep going on.

Hmmmmmmmm....................my eye balls rolling down soon. Have been sitting in front of the computer the whole day searching for my spares but still in vain. :( Now i realize why my manager mood swings always! Is the pressure from outsider. I feel the pressure when he is not around for one whole week. Everything is my responsibility. Haiz.......... Is quite challenging to me. A ship is like a treasure hunt. Full of excitement. I will conquer all my ships one day. hahahahah. Think i'm day-dreaming again.

Slacking Sunday

Finally after 5 hrs later, weekend is over. Weekdays coming again. Jamie, Magdeline + me doing our own cooking at Magdeline's hse yesterday. We cook 3 dishes. Each one of us cook our representative dish. Jamie cook pork chop, Magdeline cook vege while i cook cod fish. Very delicious ya. So, Kazae don green eye ok. keke. After finish our dinnner, watch a movie starring by Gu Tian Le and Wu Zhen Yu while waiting for Kazae to join us for K. The movie so-so only.

Yesterday went to kbox for K. Recently, i over-stressed. Sang a lot of songs yesterday and have a lot of fun. Like Magdeline to sing because she has a nice voice. As for me, sing a song by "Xu Huai Yu". They all make fun of me but very interesting. Most important, everyone is happy ya.

Today is another weekend again. Sleep until 3pm. If Jamie never call me, think i'll wake up tonite! hahahaha..................

Now, i am at Jamie's hse blogging. She is making cookies while i am iddling here and there. Tomorrow is Monday again. Going to stress again. Hope my Vietnam work will be over soon before i go to Thailand for holiday end of the month.....

Don let me be the last to know

Finally there is an ending. Just nice for me. Hopefully better day will be coming over my years. Psst......looks like i very old. :)

Nope. There are good and bad things surrounding me. Somehow things are not that bad what i expect. At least, i know what i should do. Better late than never.

My life really in peak season now. So much work to do. But still able to manage. Just feel a little bit stress.

Hope i wont be the last one to know anymore.

COmputer break down

Yesterday is a bad day for me coz my computer suddenly hanged. When i restart again, OS cant be found anymore. The sad things is i juz donwload a lot of photos into my comp and all the photos has repaired and can be upload. Really waste my effort. Damn sianz......Have to do it one more time.

April is a busy mth + holiday to Bangkok

April 2005 was a busy mth for me due to my job but challenging enough. Juz blog in for a while to release my stress. At least, rest for a while.Still have 2 more days come to another weekend. This weekend will be an interesting for me because i going for a short holiday in Kuala Lumpur and Malacca. Its been 7 mth, i never step myself in KL areas. Really miss the shopping lifestyle there. At least,things there is cheaper compare to Singapore.This mth i gonna spent a lot of money liao coz i need to buy 1 set of hi-fi system for my daddy and one new mobile phone for my sister. As for myself, i going to Bangkok for holiday on 28th Apr till 1st May.

This is my first time i take a flight. I feel excited and interesting. Hope it will be an enjoyable trip for me. Yesterday, have a bday celebration at Suntec City Marche for Sipei's Bday.Nice food and environment. Next time will bring my Msia's fren there too. Sharon and Diana said i m a 4D fanatic. No la.....where got?I seldom buy 4D ok. Once in a blue moon.Where got so much number to buy. Whether strike or not, leave it to the result at 8pm tonite. :) " IF I RECEIVED A CALL FROM MY COLLEAGUE"

During our meeting yesterday, everybody keep on saying Jamie is also like a sotong as me. I'm a little bit scared liao. So from today onwards, i gonna do some homework. But i still trust Jamie wor. At least she's been there last mth and she will protect us no matter wat. Sipei also say like that.

My schedule is so pack. How to finish my things?Chey...........Maxy............u r procastinating ok. Don talk rubbish here . Faster do ur work. CIAO.

hOme aLoNe.....2 days

This is my first experience staying alone during nite time in house for 2 days. Quite scary actually. Maybe i think too much liao.So i faster cover myself with my blanket. Any noise outside, die die i also wont come out. No matter wat, today i still have to stay alone at house. Must make myself very tired, so i can sleep right away.

Another weekend. Time flies very fast. SO how is my life right now. Let me tell u. I also not very sure in Singapore.Actually i does not have any planning here because i dont belong to here somehow. Much problem will occur with age increased. I do have a lot of things in my mind. Maybe is not the right time for me to solve it yet. Time will tell me what is the outcome.

Count to it, i have work in this company for 7 mths but i still thinking whether wan to apply for PR or not. How long i will still stay here in Singapore? I cant see my future too. I too scared to do anything now. Everything is blur for me.Haiz........

No matter what, i still have some good frens tat is behind me all the way and give me the strength to brave up myself. If not, today i wont be here anymore. i not as tougher as before . My sister said that i become too soft after i come out to work. Lost of confidence.DID I? I donno.

Life still need to go on. AT least, there's no regret yet. Hope my ideal partner will come soon.So he can be able to share my happiness and sadness with me thru out my life till the end. That's the best part in my life. Somehow, the "one" still cant see yet. Have to find the cupid wor? Where is he? haaaaahaaaaaa

End of this mth, i will be going to bangkok for 3 days and 2 nite. Seems very exciting to me because this is the first time i take a flight. But i have to cancel my trip to Taiwan because it crashed with my trip to Bangkok.Life is tough. Always make us make a decision. Either A or B. Can i don choose at all?Both i also wan. Greedy Maxy. Whack myself. :)

Maxy very messy recently. Haiz.....