Movie Marathon "Qing Ai Din Qing Hai"

wow, i really look very tired since last Fri till now. start yesterday, i have been watching this Taiwanese love stories as above mentioned. watch till 3 disc and sleep liao coz feel very shake. my eyes feel very tired. since like i got nothing much work in office, so will continue my movie marathon at my fren's hse. Provided his room is available and he invite me over uisng his theather system.

yesterday, juz the beginning of the story, so nothing interesting happen. juz show us how they got to know each other in Mediterranean Sea In Syria. Is a very beautiful place esp the beach there.All the hut & houses are built near the cove there. Seems so special to me. But feel a bit sad coz the ending of the story is a sad story, SO muz get myself a box of tissue paper again.


love life in movie and reality is a big difference. so gals out there, don fascinate and imagine too much. i do believe love at first sight. means tat you r very comfortable with the person and like him very much. At this stage, doesnt mean u love him very much coz like & love has a big difference.AS for me, wan to say out i like the guys will be much more difficult for me coz very pai ser if been rejected lor.i seldom mix around with guys since young due to i studying in gals school. so there's a lot of misunderstanding occur between all my guy fren and i.

since like, wan to find someone who really likes and love u very much is much more difficult now. ppl are too demanding & materialistic. is really very hard to communicate with someone u never get in touch with them before.anywhere, fate will decide for us.

strike 4D first in my 25 years

recently juz strike 4D. even thou didnt win big money but still need to be happy coz tis is the 1st time i strike the number. But count to that, is not my luck to strike if my fren never ask me to buy. so count me lucky ha.my fren also strike for tat number. so muz give him a treat no matter wat.

thought after strike the 4D, my life will be better than before but still nothing changed. I believe in one pharase, " you de bi you shi". When u got something, u sure will lose something. Is quite obvious in my life.

recently, i keep thinking on something tat i also not able to solve it. Either i forget it or i muz solve it myself.From my character, i thinl i'll forget it . hahaha. better than i done something stupid again.

life is really unexpected. wanna know wat is the result? let the God decide.

Sentosa Trip 19 Feb 2005

Last Satuday, i have a 1 day trip at Sentosa with Eugene & Jamie. It was an interesting for me because is always my wish to went to Sentosa for fun. Thou is hot but very enjoyable. The first place we went is to underwater world to see different kind of fish . It makes me remember the trip to Pulau Redang in year 2003. It was a fantastic trip also because i went snorkelling for the first time. Tat kind of feeling is hard to describe and i can still remember vividly till now. It will always on my mind. During my sentosa trip, even though i can see all the fish but i not able to swim & touch them. So tat kind of special feeling never occur. But it was still a enjoyable trip for me accompany by Eugene as my tour guide.Later we move on to see pink dolphin. It was a fantastic show coz the dolphin is so intelligent. I wanna join in the fun v the dolphin but seems like is not my day yet. Maybe next time. KEke. =p

After tat, we go to 7-eleven buy some water n food. And soon, Jamie has to make a move first because she has to go back to her office to work. Eugene took me to Sentosa Cove.WOw, is quite far indeed. Kesian me lor, my leg get blisters. Really pain pain le. Make a bet v Eugene, Bu nobody win & lose .

Later, we move on to flower exhibition. We took some of the flowers there. My mthly flower is Orchid. So dissapointed. Eugene mthly flower is "tian tan niao". One of my favourite flower but he don like it. He say looks very ugly. Aiya nvm. Guys never know how to appreciate the flowers.keke

So my whole day spent happily in Sentosa. I will always remember it. Indeed Eugene is a nice & true fren i know in Spore.

valentine's day 2005

juz come back from my hometown & now still in holiday mood le. worst some more, today is valentine's day but no bf to celebrate with me. as predicted!! keke

i enjoy myself a lot during 1 week holiday in my hometown.have a lot of fun with my good frens there. meet up a lot of fren and realize my guys fren are earning a lot of money every mth. all the guys are so capable. they earn a lot money now. but no need to be jealous coz they need to support their wife. so be a girl is better. haha

life w/o bf will be very cham. nobody to take care of you and care of you. wonder when i can my ideal partner.i don pin such high hope on guys now. leave it to FAtE. think so.

small accident

2 da ago, was my unlucky day coz my car met v a small accident. luckily the other party promise to compensate me. i so scared at that time. luckily, my brother fren, ah qiong give me a great help on that day. nice guy indeed. sometimes i wonder, he is handsome n very nice, how come still don have gf. keke

opps, cant talk so much anymore coz my family hurry me back for reunion dinner later.tis few days, i very bz n feel very tired. but have a lot of fun indeed.

happy new year to all my dearest fren there who know me.

gong xi fa cai

countdown 1 day

suddenly feel very sad talking to a fren tat i juz know not long ago. everything he say was juz reprimanding but not any good words. make me feel sad sad only. i not tat kind wat he described coz he doesnt understand me at all and i don wan to argue with him again. make me very tired. don wan to spoil my mood too. so juz let it be.

only my good fren n family understand wat i m thinking n wan. others fren is juz lika a foot print only. come n go juz like tat. wat is the purpose arguing with a person that he/she never understand me at all.but my heart will keep on thinking wat he said those words juz now.

not many ppl in tis world, can act n talk as they wish. but i will always be wat i am. never wear a mask. i'll show my true self. keke

hmm.... will go back tmrw.so wont blog for many days.

i wan to find a place that no ppl know me at all except my family. will it be possible.Sometimes, i wonder y, is God force me to take tis setback as a learning for me? i donno also. the days will come one day.God has arranged everything for me. Truthly speaking, i feel not happy at all after i come out to work. i lost myself to this world liao.really lost............defeated by human being.

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countdown 2nd day

=( today i feel so tired again coz still feeling sick. sigh.every morning,i'll be bz with my work.after lunch, i have more time to rest.

as usual, nothing happen. life seems just past like that. yesterday, Ea brought me to selegie for delicious food n tau huay. but the zhi char has close liao. so maybe will go next time.if have chance, will bring Ea to my hometown to taste the delicious tau huay that i describe. cal join us for the dinner after his school.

juz saw nephanalysis's blog. he post a romantic video clip called "Kiss". indeed a nice video clip. i like it very much, so i watch this video clip many many times until feel like crying.the man actor in this video clip care n love so much for this actress. so envy le. hope such thing will happen to me one day too. i don think such guy exist anymore. too pessismistic again but that's the reality of life.

think muz force myself to lie down in bed n not going out after i go back to my hometown tis sat. think of going back on Fri night but cant make it coz still need to settle my work here before i leave. ok la. sleep one more day n go back early in the morning.

hmmmmm.......till then.

Happy New Year to all my family & dearest fren i know.

3rd day countdown before going back

yesterday night, received a call from my family n they are having supper there. make me really jealous. but they are waiting for me to come back. if possible, i wanna go back on Fri night coz i sick very badly here.seems like half dead liao.oppss......no bad words during new year time. later my mum will scold me again. haha

juz arrive at the office tis morning, seems to be a hectic day for me until now, i got time to blog in a few words. Hope God will blessed me n muz recover before new year eve.Somehow, i feel i will recover faster if i go back to my homwtown coz i feel happy n comfortable there. Like wat doctor said, sometimes environment play a vital role for a person who is sick to recover faster. i think everyone will agree v me.

seems like my superintendent join us back again. who ask u to have such a bad temper. hehehe. more manpower good la, at least, i can have a good rest coz i don wan crew to give me a big headache.

time past really fast. is juz like a wind to me. tis yr, i going to be 25 yrs old. quite scary rite.

hope my whole day will be peace n harmony.

siCK Day for me

from year 2004 till 2005, i still not getting well at all but coming to worst. actually now, i very very bz but cant pay full attention coz i felt very weak. hope can go back as soon as possible, so they are someone there to take care of me. i not in a good mood to talk good things also.

no one understand me at all here except my family n my good fren in msia. i also very tired v so many arguement tat happen recently. i not in a good condition. so everyone muz give in to me lor. my poor family n my dear fren. i think i going to lose out my temper easily tis few days coz feeling really very unwel.

recently I quite afraid of ppl talking to me ab ONS, One Night Stand. few mths ago. i met a guy who i thought is a nice guy but come out to be a scary guy, wanting for ONS. so yesterday, my fren send me a sms n i misunderstood the meaning liao.he and me belong to the stubborn type. so tat make us quite difficult to communicate very well.somehow, say sorry here again.

ppl life are fill of sadness n laughther. not matter how hard i try, i seems to be feeling very sad n damm stupid.sometimes i wonder, do i really make a wrong move coming to spore.

i think i have been thinking too much liao. so is time for me to take a good rest back at my hometown. at least, a lot of ppl care for me n love me there. tis is the best thing i always know.

before 1 week of new year

yo! here i am to write in my blog. tis weekend i have a nice weekend coz i have alot of fun. don know whether i am torturing myself or wat.

last sat morning, went for a movie called "Shall We Dance"? Richard Gill really loves his wife. DOn know such guy still exist in this world or not?Hoping such guy do really exist n hope my future partner will be the same too.Conclusion,"Will take care of u and love u until the end. Wow so romantic.

On Sat night, went for Jamie's birthday party.nice place indeed called Attica.i drank too much until i vomit. never let my family knows ab tis or i'll really get a good scolding. =n.n=. if they know, i'll be ban from coming 2 work 2 spore. haha

don know since when i drank so much wine coz i hate drinking wine actually. ???

suddenly feel like going back home now. still need 2 wait for 4 more days.home is still the best coz i feel the comfort n love there.life here seems like meaningless except money.tat is the reality of life.

hmmmmm.......too many things in my mind recently. don care also. wait for my long leave start tis sat. yahoo!!!!!