Saturday, February 05, 2005

countdown 1 day

suddenly feel very sad talking to a fren tat i juz know not long ago. everything he say was juz reprimanding but not any good words. make me feel sad sad only. i not tat kind wat he described coz he doesnt understand me at all and i don wan to argue with him again. make me very tired. don wan to spoil my mood too. so juz let it be.

only my good fren n family understand wat i m thinking n wan. others fren is juz lika a foot print only. come n go juz like tat. wat is the purpose arguing with a person that he/she never understand me at all.but my heart will keep on thinking wat he said those words juz now.

not many ppl in tis world, can act n talk as they wish. but i will always be wat i am. never wear a mask. i'll show my true self. keke

hmm.... will go back tmrw.so wont blog for many days.

i wan to find a place that no ppl know me at all except my family. will it be possible.Sometimes, i wonder y, is God force me to take tis setback as a learning for me? i donno also. the days will come one day.God has arranged everything for me. Truthly speaking, i feel not happy at all after i come out to work. i lost myself to this world liao.really lost............defeated by human being.

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