Wednesday, February 02, 2005

siCK Day for me

from year 2004 till 2005, i still not getting well at all but coming to worst. actually now, i very very bz but cant pay full attention coz i felt very weak. hope can go back as soon as possible, so they are someone there to take care of me. i not in a good mood to talk good things also.

no one understand me at all here except my family n my good fren in msia. i also very tired v so many arguement tat happen recently. i not in a good condition. so everyone muz give in to me lor. my poor family n my dear fren. i think i going to lose out my temper easily tis few days coz feeling really very unwel.

recently I quite afraid of ppl talking to me ab ONS, One Night Stand. few mths ago. i met a guy who i thought is a nice guy but come out to be a scary guy, wanting for ONS. so yesterday, my fren send me a sms n i misunderstood the meaning liao.he and me belong to the stubborn type. so tat make us quite difficult to communicate very well.somehow, say sorry here again.

ppl life are fill of sadness n laughther. not matter how hard i try, i seems to be feeling very sad n damm stupid.sometimes i wonder, do i really make a wrong move coming to spore.

i think i have been thinking too much liao. so is time for me to take a good rest back at my hometown. at least, a lot of ppl care for me n love me there. tis is the best thing i always know.

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